Father and table
父亲与桌子
I have a piece of brand-new computer desk, very small very short, office is not used commonly on it, be afraid of the sort of presentability to may be in people look lumpish rubbish, but I regard it as baby however.
我有一张崭新的电脑桌，很小很矮，办公一般都用不上它，怕在人们眼中可能就是那种中看不中用的垃圾，可我却将它视为宝贝。
The desk that is princess pink then board, have above grind arenaceous grain unevenly, be in with me the desk of the classroom is same, the other one side of desk board is the log grain of deep palm, those who supporting desk board is the iron bracket of 4 white circle, construction is very simple.
那是公主粉的桌板，上面有凹凸不平的磨砂纹理，与我在教室的课桌是一样的，桌板的另一面是深棕的原木纹理，支持着桌板的是四条白色圆形的铁支架，构造很简单。
That is the night of pitch-dark, common unforgettable. The life of junior high school is too hurried, without a stop, can not resemble elementary school in that way now and then stop offal pace to view and admire the scenery beside, go experiencing be loved and love. I am making a fight with exercise every night, without the table, can be an embarrassed attitude only, the wool caterpillar that resembles a green bends over to go up in the bed, exercise comes loose originally the shop is on soft bed, the sea is troubled by like which Zha however in the heart, surfy, queasy, this lets the my ineffable desk that missed a classroom, I need a piece of table really. I seek mom's help, occupied at ordinary times I can seek a mother, let her think way for me, but give her,call to was not received. Call father? My heart was full of the repulsion to father. He is one did not hold high the daughter in memory embrace the person in the bosom, chill at ordinary times refuse, the daughter's heart is early cool half. Since then, I and his communication is less and less, do not have nearly, I still estrange innocently of purpose he. But I or perturbed ground dialed that one number finally: “ is fed, did you sleep, it is I am hit be illogical mom's phone, you help me convey her, let her buy a piece to be able to compose the small table of course of study to me. ” father sounds impatient still: “ from morning till night you how so eventful, I am slow-witted meeting the composition says with your mom. The word of ” father or so injure a person.
那是黑漆漆的夜，平常又难忘。初中的生活太匆忙，马不停蹄，没有能像小学那样偶尔停下脚步来观赏身边的风景，去感受被爱和爱。我每晚都在与作业做斗争，没有桌子，只能是一个窘迫的姿态，像一条绿色的毛毛虫趴在床上，作业本散铺在柔软的床铺上，心里却像哪吒闹海，波涛汹涌，一阵反胃，这让我莫名的想念到了教室的课桌，我真的需要一张桌子。我寻求妈妈的帮助，平时有事我都会寻找母亲，让她来为我想办法，可是给她打电话没有接。打电话给父亲吗？我的内心充满了对父亲的排斥。记忆中他是一个没有将女儿高举抱在怀中的人，平时冷漠拒绝，女儿的心早就凉了半截。从那以后，我与他的交流越来越少，几近没有，我还有意无意地疏远他。可最后我还是忐忑地拨出了那一排数字：“喂，你睡了吗，就是我打不通妈妈的电话，你帮我转达给她，让她给我买一张可以写作业的小桌子。”父亲听起来还是不耐烦：“一天到晚你怎么那么多事，我呆会儿作文跟***妈说。”父亲的话还是那么伤人。
I had not thought, what job can the phone produce in that one home? Parents quarrelled again, very fierce? Was father driven to go out by the mother? Where does he sleep? A variety of doubt make I am utterly confused, foul posse feeling.
我没有想过，电话那一头的家里会发生什么事？父母又吵架了，很凶吗？父亲被母亲赶出去了吗？他睡在哪儿？种种疑惑使我心乱如麻，淤塞着一团思绪。
The study life of school a week ends eventually, return the home, originally messy desk is cleared away clean, there is an express on my desk, ravel will look, it is a piece of pink small table raise, have the 1/3 of desk height only, be mom buy? But she knows perfectly well me most be fed up with is pink, why to buy pink to me? Interrogative ground ran to ask ability knows, what thing does not know mother, where comes to that table? Go back saw addressee, it is father's name, can pass a father of 40, he does not know a youth that one vogue shops, he misses frank work only, make money, feed this home hard.
学校一周的学习生活终于结束，回到家，原本凌乱的书桌被收拾干净了，我的桌上摆着个快递，拆开来一看，是一张粉红色的小桌子支开，只有课桌高度的1/3，是妈妈买的吗？可是她明知道我最讨厌就是粉色，为什么给我买粉色？疑惑地跑去问了才知道，妈妈什么事都不知道，那个桌子是哪儿来的？回去看了一下收件人，是父亲的名字，可年过40的一个父亲，他不懂年轻人那一套时尚购物，他只想老实地工作，挣到每分钱，努力养活这个家。
Arrive again I just know later, father is in next the staff is instructional buying the table. Think of father is taking the look that the mobile phone shops to staff study lubberly, I can't help the warmth in the heart, use up number to touch, inexpressible. Of table or pink, the likelihood is the young woman student that thinks I or that is had deep love for 56 years old pink, just meet of specially choose pink from inside a variety of color. I understand I am the child with a grown in sweet canister bubble, just at ordinary times I and father communication are too little, the dark father that did not experience this under cover loves, bring about him to stay in 56 years old only to my impression.
再到后来我才知，桌子是父亲在同事指导下购买的。想到父亲笨拙地拿着手机向同事学习购物的样子，我不禁心中温暖，尽数感动，难以言表。桌子还是粉色的，可能是以为我还是那个热爱粉红色的五六岁的小女生，才会特地的从多种颜色中选择粉色吧。我明白我就是一个泡在蜜罐里长大的孩子，只是平时我与父亲交流太少，没有感受到这隐藏着的深沉的父爱吧，导致他对我的印象只留在五六岁。
Adage says, tree desire is static and wind is more than, child be about to raise and kiss prep before. We should be accompanied more in limited time accompany parents, communicate with them more, just often do not understand in parents, creativeness reads aloud.
古话说，树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不待。我们要在有限的时间多陪陪父母，多与他们交流，不要在父母老去才明白，才思念。(文/刘矞婧)