此时不醒，更待何时？不要把悔恨和泪水留到来年的六月。
When should I wait if I don't wake up now? Don't leave regrets and tears until June next year.
——题记
— — preface
自打升入初中，就已经和童年挥手告别，迎来了人生的花季。那里的天空格外蓝，那里的繁华格外香。似锦的青春，需要时间来雕琢。
Since entering junior high school, I have already waved goodbye to my childhood and ushered in the flower season of my life. The sky there is particularly blue, and the prosperity there is particularly fragrant. A youth like brocade requires time to carve.
初始的阳光
The initial sunshine
步入这所初中的校园，踏上她的第一块砖，呼吸她第一口空气，嗅得她的第一抹芳香，全新的气息萦绕全身。新的一切，带来了期待，还有初始的阳光。
Entering the campus of this junior high school, stepping on her first brick, taking her first breath of air, smelling her first scent, a brand new aura lingering throughout her body. Everything new brings anticipation and initial sunshine.
每一节课我都全神贯注，每一次作业，我都认真地对待，每一次回答，都投入我十分的热情。马力全开的状态使初一的前几章内容都被轻松掌握。这的确是个很好的开头，但我的心态却在悄悄地发生改变：听课不再像起初时那样专注，作业不再像初始时那样认真，学习不再像初始时那样投入。觉得如此简单的课程。随意听受，就能清晰明了，如此简单的习题，随便写写，就能支差应付。于是作业就不想不做，上课爱听不听，就这样浑浑噩噩地到了初二。
I am fully focused in every class, taking every assignment seriously, and dedicating my enthusiasm to every answer. The fully powered state makes it easy to grasp the content of the first few chapters of Grade 7. This is indeed a good start, but my mentality is quietly changing: listening to lectures is no longer as focused as at the beginning, homework is no longer as serious as at the beginning, and learning is no longer as invested as at the beginning. I think such a simple course. Listen and listen freely, and you will be able to understand clearly. Such a simple exercise, write casually, and you can easily handle it. So I didn't want to skip my homework, and I listened to classes like I didn't listen to them, so I wandered aimlessly until the second year of junior high school.
放纵的恶果
The consequences of indulgence
初一结束时，侥幸取得了不错的成绩，这使我更加放纵。
At the end of my first year of junior high school, I luckily achieved good results, which made me even more indulgent.
“继承”了初一的心态，开启了初二的征程。在清爽的秋天，我也过得十分清爽。在人间八月，良心驱使我忙碌了一个暑秋。
“ Inheritance” With the mindset of the first year of junior high school, the journey of the second year of junior high school has begun. In the refreshing autumn, I also lived a very refreshing life. In August on earth, conscience drove me to busy myself for a hot autumn.
国庆节即将到来，我终于回归了本性。学习渐渐松懈，玩心逐渐崛起，不久就攻破了城防占据了心里的大部。自期中以来，成绩已经开始走下坡路，我仍然不以为然。“娱乐”在心中盘踞了一年之久，在初二最后一次考试结束时，我“如愿以偿”地退到了一百名以后。
National Day is coming soon, and I have finally returned to my true nature. Learning gradually relaxed, and the desire to play gradually rose. Soon, the city defense was breached, occupying most of my heart. Since the mid-term, my grades have started to decline, but I still don't think so. “ Entertainment” After lingering in my heart for a year, at the end of the last exam in the second year of junior high school, I; Fulfilling one's wish; The ground retreated to after one hundred.
在初三开始的前三天，我开始反思。开学的考试，竟有如此多的疏漏，暑假的两个月白白浪费在我的手中，而我，又干了什么有意义的事呢？没有，完全没有。放纵让我的青春如此不堪。
In the first three days of junior high school, I began to reflect. There were so many oversights in the entrance exams, and the two months of summer vacation were wasted in my hands. And what meaningful things did I do? No, not at all. Indulgence has made my youth so unbearable.
中考已经不远了，走向高中的路，也越来越短，在最后的一年中，做最后一次坚定，拼最后一口气，让放纵的青春回到正轨，能够在一年后，笑着挥别青春的岁月。
The middle school entrance examination is not far away, and the road to high school is getting shorter and shorter. In the last year, make one last firm decision, take one last breath, let the indulgent youth return to the right track, and be able to bid farewell to the youthful years with a smile after one year.