"Father's heart is an abyss, in it most in you always can gain forgiveness. In it most in you always can gain forgiveness..
“父亲的心是一个深渊，在它的最深处你总会得到宽恕。”
My home is one of numerous and average household, I what live with the grandma as a child, after junior high school lives together with parents, the care that faces them always can be at a loss. Confront father especially, time is long, the part that he acts in my heart always is not competent, because I am not experienced,the father love in others mouth is like hill, be father expression probably is not quite apparent, bring about me to think to there is estrangement between I and father all the time. This kind get along smooth and steadily to end all the time, the epidemic situation that erupts suddenly in winter vacation, get online in the home act against one's will class, have an insatiable desire for me what play a mobile phone originally, because need not go to the school, became aggravated, when the day attends class, every see teleplay secretly, the heart thinks really satisfied, without the school the tie of 3.1 line, the task that the teacher assigns often 29 be copied. But before the rainstorm comes, be calm, if divide hold euqally as one used to do,see teleplay when me when, I of indulge gut did not hear the footstep outside the door. The door is pushed in father and enter that momently, my heart mentioned voice key point at a draught, the handle machine screen of hurry-scurry closed, but be misfortune after all, the dub of teleplay comes out in the mobile phone, father the directly desk that moves toward me, take a mobile phone to open saw screen. I am thoroughly confused, what didn't father say, the anger in the eye has not hidden, angry handle machine fell on the ground, leave only " cannot attend class well that mobile phone also was not staying " . Then face about walks out of a room, leave my door that only firm firm closes, with the mobile phone of disintegrate of the screen on the ground, neimingmingwen spends house 38 degrees, my heart feels only however icy. In that flashy, I as if these year of grievance that come change tear to swarm into come out, I do not know father's way, the father of others obviously so simpatico, and I was to make a small mistake nevertheless, bear such end, deepened again from the estrangement of I and this father.来源作文吧 zUowEnBa.nET
我的家是众多普通家庭中的一个，从小跟奶奶生活的我，在初中和父母一起生活之后，面对他们的关心总会不知所措。尤其是面对父亲，时间久了，他在我心里扮演的角色总是不称职的，因为我感受不到别人口中的父爱如山，又或许是父亲表达的不够明显，导致我一直认为我与父亲之间是有隔阂的。这种安稳的相处一直截止到第二年，突然在寒假里爆发的疫情，不得已在家里上网课，原本贪玩手机的我，因为不用去学校，便变本加厉了，每天上课的时候偷偷看电视剧，心想真惬意，没有学校三点一线的约束，老师布置的作业经常三两下就抄完了。但暴风雨来临之前都是风平浪静的，当我如往常一样分屏看电视剧的时候，沉迷于剧情的我没有听到房门外的脚步声。在父亲推门而入的那一刻，我的心一下子提到了嗓子眼，手忙脚乱的把手机屏幕关了，但终究是不幸的，手机里传出电视剧的配音，父亲径直的走向我的书桌，拿起手机打开便看到了屏幕。我彻底慌了，父亲没说什么，眼里的愤怒已经藏不住，生气的把手机摔到了地上，只留下一句“不能好好上课那手机也别留着了”。继而转身走出房间，留给我的只有狠狠关住的房门，和地上屏幕碎裂的手机，屋内明明温度38度，我的心却只感觉到冰凉。在那一瞬间，我仿佛这些年来的委屈都化成泪水涌入出来，我不懂父亲的做法，别人的父亲明明那么和蔼可亲，而我不过是犯了一个小错误，却要承受这样的下场，自此我与父亲的隔阂又加深了。
I decide secretly, also did not talk with father again, successive I and several days of father connect an eyes communication to be done not have, can be only above computer online class, adversary machine also holds a hope no longer. Knowing is the how manyth day with father cold war, I what pour water in the sitting room, see father hurriedly go outside, the thing of the move is held in the hand, be the mobile phone on that ground be fallinged by him. Does my heart think father is to planned to be thrown to me, the instant rose to rise angrily, want to follow him to see the bottom wants what to do, I stand in the doorway to look at father to walk along the place with farthermost line of sight to just set out, I see father abduct entered mobile phone store after the footstep that overtakes him, in the heart unavoidable appear interrogative, be to want to buy novice machine to me? Still plan to foster cordial relations between states my mobile phone? But very fast I give up these thought again. See the mobile phone that holding closely in father handle is put to bar, do not know what the person before said with bar, that person shakes his head those who show one face is helpless. I am unintelligible hear father to say: "Here is not repaired really. " that person shakes his head again: "There is fittings here, anxious if using, you get the mobile phone brand shop in the city. " I very questioningly, father can think foster cordial relations between countries unexpectedly my mobile phone, the nose extensive that I what standing in air cooling am blown is red, do not know why, orbit also begins extensive red. I was not listening go down, turn however a trend the way home. See the cigarette end in the home, bright a kind of green tea picked before Pure Brightness still does not have so much two days. After father comes back, did not come in, just crouching outside the door, I am looked at slowly the back of the aerosol that waves and father vicissitudes of life, understand these suddenly year come father loved to mine, not be day of company of day of night night, however every day of nocturnal night care.
我暗自决定，再也不要与父亲说话了，连续好几天我与父亲连个眼神交流都没有，只能在电脑上面上网课，对手机也不再抱有希望了。不知道是与父亲冷战的第多少天，在客厅倒水的我，看到父亲急匆匆的往外走，手里握着的东西，正是那个被他摔到地上的手机。我心想父亲是打算给我扔了吗，瞬间愤怒便上升了起来，想跟着他看看到底要做什么，我站在门口看着父亲走到视线最远的地方才出发，追上他的脚步之后我看到父亲拐进了手机店，心里不免冒出疑惑，是要给我买新手机？还是打算修好我的手机？但很快我又将这些念头打消。看到父亲把手里紧紧握着的手机放到柜台上，不知道与柜台前的人说了什么，那人摇了摇头露出一脸的无奈。我模模糊糊听到父亲说：“这里真的修不好吗。”那人又摇了摇头：“我们这里没有配件啊，着急用的话，你得到城里的手机专卖店。”我很诧异，父亲居然会想修好我的手机，在冷风中站着的我被吹的鼻头泛红，不知道为什么，眼眶也开始泛红。我没在听下去，而是转头走向回家的路。看到家里的烟头，明明前两天还没有这么多。父亲回来之后没有进来，只是在门外蹲着，我看着缓缓飘起来的烟雾和父亲沧桑的背影，突然明白这些年来父亲对我的爱了，不是日日夜夜的陪伴，而是日日夜夜的牵挂。
In the morning that lies between a day, I get up the mobile phone that saw desk go up, either before that, it is new apparently, instantly the regret meaning in my heart also does not hide again, I push a door, saw the father that becoming breakfast, cried: "Pa, I want to eat deep-fried twisted dough sticks. " his face about sees me: "Good, want what to eat to have. " I and father photograph are inspected laugh, seem so much year the estrangement that will perplexing I and father is abreaction.
在隔天的早晨，我起床看到了书桌上的手机，不是之前的那个，显然是新的，刹那间我心里的悔意再也藏不住，我推开房门，看到了正在做早饭的父亲，喊了一声：“爸，我想吃油条。”他转身看见我：“好，想吃什么都有。”我与父亲相视一笑，好似这么些年来困扰着我与父亲的隔阂都消散了。
Probably my family is common, my father also is common, but father's love is not common, the story between the world of my home also is not common to me.
或许我的家庭是普通的，我的父亲也是普通的，但父亲的爱是不普通的，我家的人世间故事对我来说也是不普通的。