The beauty of the life and ugly, good with bad, not be to depend on other, depend on the leading role that oneself are the life or a low-down costar however.
生活的美与丑，好与坏，不是取决于他人，而是在于自己是生活的主角还是一个卑微的配角。
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——题记
Once, always very the look that cares about others, care about the utterance of others, always want to leave next good impression before others, be afraid of the limelight that grabbed others again however. Then, the day must be overcautious very too all the time, do not put. Exceeding is cared about and convergent, did not let others remember me however, let oneself live harder instead.
曾经，总是很在意别人的目光，在意别人的言语，总是想在别人面前留下一个好印象，却又怕抢了别人的风头。于是，日子一直过得很是拘谨，放不开。过度的在意和收敛，却并没有让别人记住我，反而让自己活得更辛苦了。
In the day that flies violently in a certain fallen leaves, me what just fail in pitch on of class cadre contest, walk into alone forest in canal.
在某个落叶纷飞的日子里，刚刚在班干部竞选中失败的我，独自走进一条林间小道中。
Teardrop, in the revolve in orbit, do not agree stubbornly from beginning to end however to slide. Inner lose is in ceaselessly deposit, cannot find the place that abreact however, the autumn wind that holds the post of chilly has blown a face, frustrate feeling becomes an one detailed sadness to twine in mind.
泪珠，在眼眶中打转，却始终倔强地不肯滑落。内心的失落在不断地沉积，却找不到发泄的地方，任凉飕飕的秋风刮过脸庞，挫败感变成一丝一缕忧伤缠绕在心头。
Look up, slowly whirl wears a few fallen leaves, jumping the ballet in sky, small dance with sth in one's hands is worn parting, quiver quiver leisurely falls to the ground, can't help be its pity in the heart. A seasonal green life, return or changed dust eventually!
抬头，几片落叶缓缓的旋转着，跳着空中芭蕾，轻舞着离别，颤颤悠悠落到地上，心中不禁为它怜悯。一个季节的绿色生命，终归还是化作了尘埃呀！
Suddenly, the one star under deciduous leaf is aureate attracted me. Go by one look, the chrysanthemum of a yellow ajar the “ that shuts partly hides ” is in withered Xie Zhi. I take away deciduous leaf gently, be like the bright mother chrysanthemum greet like sunshine. After autumn wind passes, flower is shaking, deciduous leaf piles up for long to go up in chrysanthemum bine, more effeminate and faint. After wind passes, flower firm quietly stands rose, blossomming silently as before her carefree with quiet!
忽然，落叶之下的一星金色吸引了我。走过去一瞧，一朵黄色的菊花正半开半闭的“躲”在枯叶之中。我轻轻地将落叶拿走，一如阳光般灿烂的野菊花映入眼帘。秋风过后，花儿摇晃着，落叶长时间堆积在菊花茎上，更加柔弱无力了。风过后，花儿又稳稳地立起来了，依旧静静地绽放着她的悠然与静谧！
Full purpose is bleak in, a chrysanthemum is worn in breathed make a stand against, although suffer the torment of hardships of a journey or of one's life, but it still in full bloom is worn. Chrysanthemum does not seem peony natural, do not be like a rose delicate and charming, do not be like Milanese faint scent. It is not had contend for with 100 flowers, but a move that can it be content with unknown to public how again? It chooses to be in in withered of this everythings on earth when come on stage ceremoniously, bloomed tenaciously! Leave piece alone gorgeous, becoming the protagonist of the life, sing the life of an in full bloom!
满目的萧瑟之中，一朵菊花在无声的抗争着，尽管饱受风霜的折磨，但它依然怒放着。菊花不似牡丹雍容，不似玫瑰娇艳，不似米兰清香。它无与百花争，但它又怎能甘心默默无闻的开着？它选择在在这万物凋零的时候隆重登场，顽强的盛开了！开出独自的艳丽，做着生活的主角，唱出怒放的生命！
The ordinary part that why should use oneself goes comparing the flashy dot of others? Doing not have a person can be without a single redeeming feature, the strong point that just did not find oneself stopped, also doing not have a person is perfect, wisdom person 1000 Lv still have one to break! Just too the “ advantage ” that cares about others place to think too stopped! The flashy dot display that changes kind of means him general comes out, can become the protagonist of the life probably.
为什么要用自己的平凡之处去比较别人的闪光点呢？没有人会是一无是处，只是没找到自己的特长罢了，也没有人是十全十美，智者千虑还有一失呢！只是太过在意别人所认为的“优点”罢了！换种方式将自己的闪光点表现出来，或许就能成为生活的主角了。
Break like that optimistic be just as a meter of sunshine, in drive of in a flash the haze in my heart, making me clear is each person stands on the arena of the life, each person can be in most among, each person can be the leading role of the life!
豁然的开朗犹如一米阳光，在转瞬间驱除我心中的阴霾，让我明白是每一个人都站在生活的舞台上，每一个人都会在最中间，每一个人都会是生活的主角！
Doing not have a person can be insignificant, the value of the life will be created by ourselves!
没有人会是渺小的，生活的价值将由我们自己去创造！
Be like washed sky, clear all the more and bright, gentle breeze kiss, of full ground withered and yellow in, not the chrysanthemum of Wei hardships of a journey or of one's life is alone in the middle of scenic remove dance …… lightly
如洗的天空，格外清澈透亮，微风轻拂，满地的枯黄中，一朵不畏风霜的菊花正独自在舞台的正中间翩翩起舞……(文/曹沁庆)