这件事已经过去很久了，可我时常会想起那天的情景。
This has been a long time ago, but I often think of the scene that day.
那是五年级时的一个阴雨天，我和妈妈在家里大吵起来。起因是我期末考试的成绩不够理想，没有达到她想要的标准。本来聊得好好的，一听说我的分数，妈妈立刻变了脸，暴跳如雷，用尖厉的声音质问我为什么不好好学习，才考出这样的成绩，还不断地诉说自己为了生活、为了我所经历的难处。
It was a rainy day in fifth grade when my mom and I had a big argument at home. The reason is that my final exam results were not ideal enough and did not meet the standards she wanted. We were originally chatting well, but as soon as she heard about my grades, my mother immediately changed her face and became furious. She questioned me in a sharp voice why I didn't study hard and achieved such results. She kept talking about the difficulties she had experienced for her life and for me.
窗外的雷鸣伴着妈妈的责骂，让我的心情糟透了，委屈的泪水如开闸的水一样奔涌而出，一泻千里。我受不了妈妈的唠叨，更觉得她根本不懂我的努力和坚持，看不到我的进步，只知道关注那个冰冷的分数。谁知妈妈见我这样，更生气了：“你还哭？你考成这样还好意思哭，想没想过我有多伤心？……”
The thunder outside the window, accompanied by my mother's scolding, made me feel terrible. Tears of grievance rushed out like water that had opened the floodgates, flowing for thousands of miles. I can't stand my mother's nagging, and I feel that she doesn't understand my efforts and persistence at all. She can't see my progress and only cares about that cold score. Who knew my mother would be even angrier when she saw me like this: 'Are you still crying? It's okay for you to cry like this in the exam. Have you ever thought about how sad I am?'
那一句句扎心的话如利刃一样无情地向我刺来，我的心已经伤透了，愤怒在心头不断地聚集着。终于，如一阵惊雷，我忍不住爆发了。“你凭什么这么说我？难道我就不难过吗？你知道我有多用功吗？你了解自己的孩子吗？你，你根本就不配做一个母亲！”我恨不得一下子宣泄完心头所有的怒气，好让妈妈安静一会儿，可最后那句话一出口，连我自己也惊呆了。妈妈愣住了，呆呆地看着我，好像我是别人家的孩子。
Those heart wrenching words mercilessly stabbed at me like sharp blades, and my heart was already broken, with anger constantly gathering in my heart. Finally, like a thunderbolt, I couldn't help but burst out. Why do you say that about me? Am I not sad? Do you know how hard I work? Do you understand your own child? You, you don't deserve to be a mother at all! "I wished I could vent all my anger at once so that my mother could calm down for a while, but the last sentence left me stunned. My mother was stunned, staring at me as if I were someone else's child.
“你，你……”妈妈捂着胸口，有点喘不过气来了。我想过向妈妈道歉，可倔强的我却开不了口。“啪！”妈妈气急了，一巴掌向我打了过来。这样一来，我再也忍不住了，拉开门，用力一甩手，一转头冲进了雨雾中。“砰！”大门在我身后重重地关上，发出一声巨响。
You, you... "Mom covered her chest, feeling a bit breathless. I have thought about apologizing to my mother, but I am stubborn and unable to speak up. Pa! "My mother became angry and slapped me. In this way, I couldn't resist anymore. I opened the door, shook my hand hard, and turned my head to rush into the rain and mist. Bang! "The door closed heavily behind me with a loud bang.
我头也不回地向前面跑去，直到衣服全被淋湿了，人也跑累了，我才在公园的长椅上坐了下来，可脑海中刚刚发生的那一幕还在重演。为什么？为什么会这样？到底是我不够努力，还是妈妈过于强求呢？我到底要怎么做才好呢？……眼前模糊了，一片朦胧，怎么擦也不行，不知道那是雨水，还是泪水。
I ran forward without looking back until my clothes were all wet and I was tired from running. Only then did I sit down on the bench in the park, but the scene that had just happened in my mind was still replaying. Why? Why is that? Is it because I didn't work hard enough, or is it because my mother is too demanding? What am I supposed to do? My vision blurred, hazy, no matter how hard I tried to wipe it, I didn't know if it was rain or tears.
恍惚间，我听到了妈妈的声音。风声伴着雨声，不绝于耳，可是妈妈的声音还是那样清晰地传到耳中，那样焦急，那样紧张，听来让人心疼。循声望去，透过纷纷的雨雾，我看到了妈妈那单薄的身影。风大雨大，她吃力地撑着雨伞，身上的衣服还是打湿了大半，再看她的脚，居然是一双拖鞋，可见她出门时有多着急。此刻，我仿佛看到了我摔门而出时妈妈那痛苦的神情，又仿佛看到平时我做作业到夜深时陪伴我的妈妈疲倦的样子，内疚、自责一起涌上心头，让我不敢正面去看妈妈，只好低下了头，坐在那里一动不动。
In a daze, I heard my mother's voice. The wind was accompanied by the sound of rain, constantly ringing in my ears, but my mother's voice still reached my ears so clearly, so anxious and nervous, it sounded heartbreaking. Following the sound, I saw my mother's thin figure through the rain and mist. The wind and rain were heavy, and she struggled to hold up her umbrella. Her clothes were still mostly wet, and looking at her feet, they were actually a pair of slippers, indicating how anxious she was when she went out. At this moment, I seemed to see the painful expression on my mother's face when I fell out the door, and also the tired look on my mother's face when I usually do homework until late at night. Guilt and self blame surged up in my heart, making me afraid to look at my mother directly, so I lowered my head and sat there motionless.
妈妈看见了我，几步跨到我身边，一把抱住了我，什么也没说，只是久久不肯松手。一抬头，我看到了妈妈眼角的皱纹、满脸的泪痕，心里充满了一种难言的酸楚。我紧紧抱住了妈妈，泪水又一次涌出了眼眶……
My mother saw me, took a few steps over to me, hugged me tightly, didn't say anything, just refused to let go for a long time. As I looked up, I saw the wrinkles around my mother's eyes and the tears on her face, and my heart was filled with an indescribable sadness. I tightly hugged my mother, tears welling up in my eyes once again
也就是从那天起，我懂事了许多。至少，我没有再惹妈妈生气了。
Since that day, I have become much more sensible. At least, I didn't make my mom angry anymore.