上了初中之后，我认为自己变了。我变成了一个不良少女，抽烟、喝酒、搞对象倒没有，可我学会了一样比抽烟，喝酒、搞对象更可怕的东西——骂人，而且是带脏字的骂人。我一直以为是我们舍的人把我带坏的，其实我错了，如果自己不学，那么别人教你，你也学不会。
After entering junior high school, I felt like I had changed. I have become a delinquent girl, smoking, drinking, and having no sexual partners, but I have learned something even more terrifying than smoking, drinking, and having sexual partners; — Swearing, and using foul language. I always thought it was the people we let go of who led me astray, but I was wrong. If you don't learn on your own, then if others teach you, you won't be able to learn either.
有时候，我无论在哪儿，无论撞到谁，不论是谁的错，我都会骂上一句。我会以骂人为荣，以骂人为乐，渐渐地我变坏了。是脏字害了我，是自己害了自己。
Sometimes, no matter where I am, no matter who I bump into, no matter whose fault it is, I will curse. I take pride in cursing and take pleasure in it, but gradually I become bad. It's dirty words that hurt me, it's me who hurt myself.
学好要三年，学坏只三天。那天我们舍一个人说：“现在骂人是最落伍的行为了。你们看，你骂人，我骂人，大家都骂人，所以骂人就变成平常的事，没什么新鲜可言了，这不是很out吗？”我一直想戒掉这个坏习惯，也许大家会认为这是个笑话，可是因为我的行动力实在太弱了，不但没有控制住，还恶化了。从此以后，那些脏字就成了我的口头禅。
Learning well takes three years, learning badly only takes three days. That day, we gave up one person and said, '; Swearing is now the most outdated behavior. You see, you curse, I curse, everyone curses, so cursing has become a normal thing, there's nothing new about it, isn't it very out of place? ” I have always wanted to give up this bad habit. Maybe everyone thinks it's a joke, but because my ability to act is too weak, not only did I fail to control it, but it also worsened. From then on, those dirty words became my catchphrase.
记得在七年级时，老师曾问过：“咱班谁从不骂人？”当时班里有六个同学举手，除了我，那五个全是班长，所以，当时我很自豪。也是因此，我们六个人成了班里记骂人违纪的了。可时间不长，准确说是放了一次假后，我们便把这件事抛之脑后了。这学期，老师又提到了这件事，问现在还几个人不骂人，我们六个举了手。当时，我听到了有人在底下议论我，我的脸瞬间涨红了，也许除了我谁也不知道为什么。后来，老师不知道为什么，将我们几个给换了。从那以后，每张骂人违纪的单子上都会出现我的大名。日积月累，上面的数字越来越大。第一天是一次，第二天是五次，第三天是十次，直至到N次。真的好可怕，所以我必须强迫自己：改掉，改掉，改掉。
I remember in seventh grade, the teacher once asked:; Who in our class never curses? ” At that time, six students in the class raised their hands, and except for me, those five were all class monitors, so I was very proud at that time. As a result, the six of us became the ones who curse and violate discipline in the class. But it wasn't long, to be precise, after taking a vacation, we put this matter behind us. This semester, the teacher mentioned this matter again and asked how many people still don't curse. The six of us raised our hands. At that time, I heard someone discussing me from below, and my face instantly turned red. Perhaps no one except me knew why. Later, for some unknown reason, the teacher replaced a few of us. Since then, my name has appeared on every list of insults and disciplinary violations. Over time, the numbers above are getting bigger and bigger. The first day is once, the second day is five times, the third day is ten times, until reaching N times. It's really scary, so I have to force myself: change, change, change.
我曾在日记本上写下了这样的一篇文章《必须要戒掉的脏话》，我又在它的右下角写了一句：我一定会戒掉的！现在我正在悔改之中，但要是有谁惹我生气，我还是不会饶了他。
I once wrote an article in my diary titled 'Bad Words That Must Be Quit', and in the bottom right corner, I wrote a sentence: 'I will definitely quit!'! I am currently repenting, but if anyone makes me angry, I will not spare them.
那天，我和一个女生从舍里回班，二班的几个男生在台阶上打扫卫生，当我们走到三楼时，正巧他们扫了一堆沙子，全掉进了我的衣服上。我的火气上来了，管他是有意的还是无意的，就大声地骂出了那三个脏字。他们仨听了，不但没有向我道歉，还提醒我口下留德。后来一个男生背着我说：“一个女生张口就骂人，一点羞耻心都没有。”我脸红了，生着气回了班。
That day, a girl and I returned to work from the dormitory. Several boys from Class 2 were cleaning on the steps. When we reached the third floor, they happened to sweep a pile of sand and it all fell onto my clothes. My anger rose, whether it was intentional or unintentional, and I loudly cursed out those three dirty words. After hearing this, the three of them not only did not apologize to me, but also reminded me to pay attention. Later, a boy said behind my back, '; A girl who curses without any shame. ” I blushed and went back to work angry.
在这里我想感谢一个女生，因为每次在我要骂人时，她都会阻止我。每次我骂了人时，她都会提醒我下次别骂了。下一次到底是哪次？朋友，谢谢你。我希望咱俩以后一起努力，一定帮我改掉这个坏习惯，找回曾经的那个我。我也希望班里骂人的同学，也和我一起努力，改掉骂人的恶习，好吗？
I want to thank a girl here because every time I want to curse, she stops me. Every time I curse someone, she reminds me not to curse again next time. Which time will it be next? Friend, thank you. I hope we can work together in the future to help me break this bad habit and find the person I used to be. I also hope that classmates who curse in class can work together with me to break their bad habit of cursing, okay?