那个冬季，不太寒冷，也许，是上苍特意赐予我的吧。
That winter, it wasn't too cold, maybe it was specially bestowed upon me by the heavens.
——题记
— — Preface
入冬
winter has set in
风不停地吹着，冷飕飕的，脸刮得生疼。我不由得裹紧了衣服，想：今天格外冷呢，入冬了吧……刚一抬头，脖子上的疼痛一阵阵传来，我忽然莫名地烦躁，眼前不由得浮现那一幕幕场景：父亲疲惫的声音与不住的叹息，还有一向坚强的母亲眼里闪烁的泪花……我痛苦地捶着脖子，我恨它，恨我自己，为什么？为什么要得这样一个病？为什么我这么没用，只会让父母担心？我在冷风中挣扎着，心早已被风吹得失去了温度。
The wind kept blowing, it was chilly, and my face was hurting from it. I couldn't help but wrap my clothes tightly and think: It's particularly cold today, is it winter now; … As soon as I looked up, the pain in my neck came in waves, and I suddenly felt inexplicably irritable. Scenes couldn't help but appear before my eyes: my father's tired voice and constant sighs, as well as the tears flickering in the eyes of my always strong mother; … I beat my neck in pain, I hate it, hate myself, why? Why do we have such a disease? Why am I so useless, only making my parents worry? I am struggling in the cold wind, my heart has already lost its warmth due to the wind.
严冬
harsh winter
病是一定要治的，父母带着我来到县城检查，想要拍一张核磁共振，结果那天是星期日，医院核磁共振室关门了。爸爸因为着急，莫名对医生发起了脾气。怒气冲冲地说星期一请假来拍，可妈妈不同意，她不想我耽误学习，然后父母又吵了起来。我很难过，他们是因为我才吵架的。我努力想把他们拉开，可爸爸却说要不我休学算了。我愣了一秒，随即爆发了，我大叫着，我不要休学！这已经不是第一次说了，我要是休了学，就是一个真正的废人了！说着，便跑了出去。我在一楼的墙角蹲下，发疯似的捶自己的脖子，也不知是跟自己还是跟父母怄气。我突然觉得自己好没用，只会让父母担心，让父母难过，还要看病花这么多的钱……泪水夺眶而出。天空中飘起了纷纷扬扬的雪，我缩在角落里，感到从未有过的无助、寒冷和失败。这个冬天，真是异常寒冷啊。
Illness must be treated. My parents brought me to the county town for a check-up and wanted to take an MRI. However, it was a Sunday and the hospital's MRI room was closed. Dad got angry with the doctor inexplicably because he was in a hurry. I angrily asked for leave on Monday to take photos, but my mother disagreed. She didn't want me to delay my studies, and then my parents started arguing again. I'm sorry, they argued because of me. I tried my best to pull them apart, but my dad said I might as well take a leave of absence. I was stunned for a second, then erupted and shouted, 'I don't want to take a break from school!'! This is not the first time I've said that if I take a break from school, I'll be a real useless person! Speaking, he ran out. I squatted down in the corner of the first floor wall, pounding my neck frantically, not knowing if it was because of myself or my parents. I suddenly feel that being too good is useless. It will only make my parents worried and sad, and I have to spend so much money on medical treatment; … Tears welled up in my eyes. A flurry of snow rose in the sky, and I huddled in a corner, feeling helpless, cold, and defeated like never before. This winter, it's really unusually cold.
残冬
last days of winter
时间真的能冲淡一切。不久之后，老师知道了我的病情，她经常找我谈心，开导我，教我坚强；同学们常常帮助我，逗我开心，我的脖子需要热敷，下课总是有同学帮我去取热水袋，特别难受的时候，还会帮我按摩。我的心情一天天好转，笑容又渐渐地回到了脸上。爸爸妈妈见我不再整天愁眉苦脸，特别欣慰，也不吵架了，家里气氛又如从前一般温馨融洽；与此同时，颈椎的刺痛感渐渐缓解，难受的时候越来越少了，我又可以和其他同学一样蹦蹦跳跳了。生活终于恢复了从前的平静，我明白，这就是上苍赐予我的冬季，这个冬天会有风霜，会有雨雪，会有磨难，但只要有一颗坚强乐观的心，冬天总会过去的。
Time can really dilute everything. Not long after, the teacher learned about my condition and often came to talk to me, guiding me and teaching me to be strong; My classmates often help me and make me happy. My neck needs a hot compress, and after class, there are always classmates who help me fetch a hot water bag. When I feel really uncomfortable, they even give me a massage. My mood is improving day by day, and my smile is gradually returning to my face. My parents are very pleased to see that I no longer have a gloomy expression all day long, and they no longer argue. The atmosphere at home is as warm and harmonious as before; At the same time, the pain in my cervical spine gradually eased, and there were fewer and fewer uncomfortable moments. I could jump and bounce like other classmates again. Life has finally returned to its former calmness. I understand that this is the winter bestowed upon me by the heavens. There will be wind and frost, rain and snow, and hardships this winter, but as long as I have a strong and optimistic heart, winter will eventually pass.