那一次的“一落万丈”让我更加努力。
That 'one drop' made me work even harder.
刚上初四,一些科目刚学,挺简单的,再加上暑假提前学了一点,所以第一次考试我考取了在我学习之旅中为数不多的100分。看着卷子上的红红的“100分”,它是那样鲜亮,那样美好。我都不忍将卷子收起来,越看那红红的“100分”心中越是激动和惊喜。我感觉那秋天的红石榴裂得口都没有我的嘴笑得大,心里像吃了糖一样的甜,香甜香甜的!
I just started my fourth year of junior high school and learned some simple subjects. In addition, I learned a little earlier during the summer vacation, so I scored one of the few 100 points in my learning journey on the first exam. Looking at the red "100 points" on the paper, it is so bright and beautiful. I couldn't bear to put away the paper, and the more I looked at the red "100 points", the more excited and surprised I felt. I feel like the red pomegranates in autumn are so cracked that their mouths are not even as big as my mouth, and my heart is as sweet as eating sugar, sweet and fragrant!
初战告捷,我感觉初四的学习还行,自己跟着还算轻松,于是,我就有点飘飘然了,岂不知一场“狂风骤雨”正在酝酿着,向我冲来,而我,却还在“糖”的世界里自逍遥着。
After winning the first battle, I felt that my studies in the fourth year of junior high school were okay, and I followed along relatively easily. So, I felt a little floaty, not knowing that a "storm" was brewing and rushing towards me, while I was still carefree in the world of "sugar".
初四的时间轴转得有点快,第二次周考马上到来。考完后我跟组长对起了答案,自信过头的我甚至觉得有些题目是组长做错了,而我,是对的。正当我满怀信心期待美好时,一盆冰水浇醒了我。卷子上赫然写着“56分”!它是那样刺眼,那样扎心。
The timeline for the fourth year of junior high school is spinning a bit fast, and the second weekly exam is coming soon. After the exam, I compared my answers with the team leader. Being overconfident, I even felt that some of the questions were wrong by the team leader, while I was right. Just as I was eagerly anticipating beauty with confidence, a basin of ice water woke me up. The test paper prominently reads' 56 points'! It's so glaring, so piercing.
这怎么可能啊!偷看同桌——87分,转身看组长——100分,再看组员——90分。我满脑子只有问号,数以千计的问号。我的成绩怎么一落万丈了呢?为什么别人考得这么好?是哪里出了问题?一连串的问号在我脑中旋飞,一小堆的问题在我脑里乱飞。这一计重拳彻底把我打到了谷底,享受完居高面下的得意还没几时,就又跌回到了被人嘲笑的低谷。唉,苦呀,那种苦就似喝浓茶般的苦,涩涩的,干干的。
How could this be possible! Sneak at the desk mate -87 points, turn around and look at the team leader -100 points, then look at the team members -90 points. My mind is filled with only question marks, thousands of question marks. Why did my grades drop so much? Why do others do so well in exams? What went wrong? A series of question marks swirled in my mind, and a small pile of questions flew around in my mind. This heavy punch completely hit me to the bottom, and not long after enjoying the pride from a high vantage point, I fell back to the low point of being ridiculed. Ah, bitter, that kind of bitterness is like drinking strong tea, astringent, dry.
那大大的“56分”和老师“太差!”的评语直戳我心底——悔恨!痛惜!那几道红笔并不是简单的分儿,更像是心中无法去除的烙印,死死地刻在了我的心上。看着别人的成绩,再瞧瞧我的,不说天壤之别,那也是不堪直视的。我的心就像被腐蚀了、生锈的铁一样,非常痛苦。那般苦甚至比咖啡都苦,比苦瓜都苦,如苦胆一般,难以下咽,不想再去尝一口。
That big "56 points" and the teacher's "too bad!" comment touched my heart - regret! Apologies! Those few red pens are not just simple distinctions, but more like indelible marks in my heart, firmly engraved in my heart. Looking at someone else's grades and then looking at mine, not to mention the huge difference, it's also unbearable to look directly at. My heart is like corroded and rusted iron, very painful. So bitter, even more bitter than coffee, bitter than bitter gourd, like bitter gall, difficult to swallow, I don't want to taste it again.
只记得从那天开始起,一切都变了——
I just remember that from that day on, everything changed——
我努力!我不断地努力!我依旧在努力着!我只想做一条鱼,一头扎进知识的海洋里。我恨不得做作业的时候用两个脑子做,上课时用四个耳朵听,想问题用六个脑袋想。我一遍一遍地看错题,一遍一遍地背知识点,一点一点地破解难题。终于,迎来了三周考。我期待又害怕。
I will work hard. I am constantly striving! I am still working hard! I just want to be a fish and dive into the ocean of knowledge. I wish I could use two brains to do homework, four ears to listen in class, and six brains to think about problems. I read the wrong questions over and over again, memorized knowledge points over and over again, and solved difficult problems bit by bit. Finally, we have three weeks of exams. I am both hopeful and afraid.
那天,天气格外晴,风也是暖的。上学的路上感受大家都在和我笑。考场上,我与每道题做着“较量”,它们也都好像被我降服了。这次考完后,我保持低调,不打听,不比较。出结果的那天,我的手不断地抖,紧张到可以听到心跳声。当我打开试卷时,映入眼帘的是鲜红的“96分”,它就像仲夏盛开的月季花在向我笑。
That day, the weather was particularly sunny and the wind was warm. On the way to school, I felt everyone laughing at me. In the exam room, I was engaged in a "competition" with each question, and they all seemed to have been subdued by me. After this exam, I kept a low profile, did not inquire, and did not compare. On the day of the results, my hands kept shaking, so nervous that I could hear my heartbeat. When I opened the exam paper, what caught my eye was the bright red "96 points", which was like a midsummer blooming rose smiling at me.
终于,我赢了!我赢了!那山顶终是有我的一席之地。我好似吃了无数颗糖,那甜如蜜一般,唇齿留香。感谢那一次的“一落万丈”,它让我品尝了“苦”后的“甘甜”,这滋味是那么的独特,是我前所未有的体验,它让我获得成功,变得成熟,更让我在求学路上走得更稳健,更踏实。
Finally, I won! I won. That mountaintop will eventually have my place. I seem to have eaten countless candies, as sweet as honey, leaving a lingering fragrance on my lips and teeth. Thank you for that "falling ten thousand feet" experience. It allowed me to taste the "sweetness" after the "bitterness". The taste was so unique and unprecedented for me. It helped me achieve success, become mature, and walk more steadily and steadfastly on my path of learning.