我拥有重生的能力，在无数次的生命中，我去看过普罗旺斯的鲜花，丹麦的风车，北京的故宫……，起初的重生让我无比兴奋，无数次的生命过后，我感到了厌烦。
I have the ability to be reborn. In countless lives, I have visited the flowers in Provence, the windmills in Denmark, and the Forbidden City in Beijing; … At first, the rebirth made me extremely excited, but after countless lives, I felt bored.
这一世的开头，我成了一名学生。
At the beginning of this life, I became a student.
我拼命的学习，成为了邻居口中“别人家的孩子”，小学时拿过全国奥赛一等奖，弹吉他的照片被刊登上报纸，还写得一手好字。老师们经常对我说的一句话是：“别的孩子考满分需要表扬，你考满分是应该的！”
I studied hard and became known by my neighbors; Other people's children; In elementary school, he won the first prize in the national Olympic competition, and his photo of playing guitar was published in the newspaper, with excellent handwriting. The phrase that teachers often say to me is: "; Other children need praise for getting full marks, but it's only natural for you to get full marks! ”
高中时，我的死对头来了，他姓郑，成绩老是跟我不相上下，我的全校第一的记录老是被他打断，我觉得世界上最烦的人就是他。
In high school, my archenemy came. His surname is Zheng, and his grades were always on par with mine. He always interrupted my record of being the best in the whole school. I think he is the most annoying person in the world.
做题慢了，被他嘲笑；跑步慢了，也被他嘲笑；足球绕杆时间长了，还是被他嘲笑；投篮投不进，更是被他嘲笑。
He laughed at me for being slow in solving problems; He laughed at me for running slowly; The football has been circling for a long time, but he still ridicules it; He couldn't shoot and was even ridiculed by him.
我总是在想，我上辈子是不是欠了他很多钱？我努力在我记忆的大海中寻找他的身影，可就是找不到，也不知道是不是因为孟婆汤的药效太强的缘故。
I always wonder, did I owe him a lot of money in my previous life? I tried hard to search for his figure in the sea of my memory, but I couldn't find him, and I don't know if it's because the efficacy of Mengpo Tang is too strong.
一次下课，我无意间吐槽了一句：食堂早餐难吃！他居然说：“我给你买呗！”，我觉得他在开国际玩笑－－我的死对头，说要给我买早餐？！没想到他是认真的，从此以后，每天早上，我的桌子上总有冒着热气的早餐，可把我给感动的。
Once after class, I accidentally roast that the breakfast in the canteen was terrible! He actually said: '; I'll buy it for you! ” I think he's making an international joke - my archenemy, saying he wants to buy me breakfast?! I didn't expect him to be serious. From then on, every morning, there was always a steaming breakfast on my table, which moved me deeply.
再后来我们两个都收到了同一所大学的录取通知书，再后来郑同学变成了郑总，经营着一家世界500强的公司，而我，依旧是他的死对头。不过身份不一样，我成了他的妻子，他成了我的郑先生。
Later on, we both received admission letters from the same university, and then Zheng became Mr. Zheng, running a Fortune 500 company, while I remained his archenemy. But with different identities, I became his wife and he became my Mr. Zheng.
再后来，郑先生得了一种病，免疫系统的缺陷，他每天都要呆在无菌的房间里，进去看他也要全身消毒，时间也有限制。他觉得余下的日子不多了，于是决定用最后的时光带我去旅游，我们去看普罗旺斯的鲜花，丹麦的风车，北京的故宫……，最后他在我怀中安静的离去。
Later on, Mr. Zheng contracted a disease with a deficiency in his immune system. He had to stay in a sterile room every day and undergo full body disinfection when visiting him, with time constraints. He felt that there were not many days left, so he decided to take me on a trip with his last moments. We would go see the flowers in Provence, the windmills in Denmark, and the Forbidden City in Beijing; … Finally, he quietly left in my arms.
据说，大海深处，有一个免费的贩卖机，贩卖着蓝色的温柔。
It is said that deep in the sea, there is a free vending machine selling the tenderness of blue.
鲸落，大海中的鲸死去后，尸体沉入海底，为其他生物提供养料，这是鲸留给大海最后的温柔。
Whales fall, and after the whales in the ocean die, their bodies sink to the bottom of the sea to provide nutrients for other organisms. This is the last tenderness that whales leave for the ocean.
而我，放弃了重生，这是我留给郑先生最后的温柔。
And I gave up on rebirth, this is the last tenderness I left for Mr. Zheng.