在我的记忆里，我经历过的事情可以说像天上的星星一样多，数也数不清了。但有一件事，它一直藏在我的心里，每次一想起就有一点生气。
In my memory, the things I have experienced can be said to be as numerous as the stars in the sky, and the number is incalculable. But there is one thing that has always been hidden in my heart, and every time I think of it, I get a little angry.
记得，弟弟出生后，爸爸和妈妈就特别关心他、照顾他、呵护他，而对我却越来越冷漠。在我上一年级的时候，我在家里写作业。弟弟在旁边看见了，很好奇，他趁我不注意的时候，拿起妈妈的圆珠笔就在我的作业本上乱画。我急忙把我的作业本从弟弟手中夺回来，并狠狠地瞪了弟弟一眼。老师批改作业时，发现我的作业本凌乱不堪，把我批评了一顿。我的心里很不是滋味。放学后，我怒气冲冲地回到家，看见在玩玩具的弟弟，我更加生气了，恨不得在他屁股上打两个巴掌。在我准备动手的一瞬间，我突然意识到：“弟弟还小，不懂事，还是算了吧。要是我真打了弟弟，爸爸妈妈肯定会过来护着，这样的话，他们不会对我有好感，反而会对我更加冷漠”。最后，我还是没有动手，自己找了一个地方，静了静。
I remember that after my younger brother was born, my parents cared for him, took care of him, and protected him, but they became increasingly indifferent to me. When I was in first grade, I was doing homework at home. My younger brother saw it nearby and was very curious. He took advantage of my inattention and picked up his mother's ballpoint pen to scribble on my workbook. I quickly took my workbook back from my younger brother's hand and gave him a fierce glare. When the teacher was grading my homework, he found that my workbook was messy and criticized me. I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. After school, I angrily returned home and saw my younger brother playing with toys. I became even angrier and wished I could slap him on the butt twice. At the moment when I was about to take action, I suddenly realized:; My younger brother is still young and immature, so let's forget about it. If I really hit my younger brother, my parents would definitely come and protect me. In that case, they won't have a good impression of me, but will be even more indifferent to me;. In the end, I still didn't take action and found a place for myself to quiet down.
爸爸妈妈每次去购物的时候，总是给弟弟买很多衣服，而我仅有一件；总是给弟弟买很多零食，而我的零食总要分给弟弟吃，我自己才得那么一点点。爸妈真是太偏心了。
Every time my parents go shopping, they always buy a lot of clothes for my younger brother, while I only have one; I always buy a lot of snacks for my younger brother, but I always have to share my snacks with him. I only get a little bit myself. My parents are really biased.
经历过这些事后，我领悟到现在农村还是存在重男轻女的思想。我还想对爸妈说一声：“爸妈你们应该多爱我一点，多关心我一点。否则，会影响我的健康成长的。”
After experiencing these things, I realized that there is still a preference for sons over daughters in rural areas. I also want to say to my parents:; Parents, you should love me more and care about me more. Otherwise, it will affect my healthy growth. ”