微风轻拂面庞,将天空的淡雅蓝与蓬松白巧妙地交织在一起,那个下午既宁静又喧嚣。
The gentle breeze brushed against my face, skillfully interweaving the delicate blue and fluffy white of the sky. That afternoon was both peaceful and noisy.
我从抽屉里小心翼翼地拿出了一张额外的练习卷,正准备做题时,小宁悄无声息出现在我的身后,带着一丝调皮的笑容问道:“你在干什么呀?”我下意识地将卷子藏在身后,但是往后退的动作还是暴露了我的秘密。我支支吾吾地回答:“没……没有什么。”小宁好奇地追问:“什么嘛,神神秘秘的,借我看一下呗!”
I carefully took out an extra exercise paper from the drawer and was about to do the exercises when Xiaoning quietly appeared behind me with a mischievous smile and asked, "What are you doing?" I instinctively hid the paper behind me, but the backward movement still revealed my secret. I answered hesitantly, "No... nothing." Xiaoning curiously asked, "What? It's mysterious. Can you lend me a look
我只好无奈地拿出了卷子,不情愿地递给了小宁,她接过试卷,眼睛一亮,“这些题真好,能借我看看吗?”小宁真诚地问着我。“明天吧,咱们先去上音乐课吧。”我闪烁其词,满脑子都想着该如何应付。虽然表面上装作若无其事,但我的内心却如同翻江倒海般混乱。
I reluctantly took out the test paper and handed it to Xiaoning. She took it and her eyes lit up. "These questions are really good, can you lend them to me?" Xiaoning asked me sincerely. Tomorrow, let's go to music class first, "I stuttered, my mind full of thoughts on how to deal with it. Although I pretended to be indifferent on the surface, my heart was as chaotic as flipping the river.
音乐课上,我试图通过唱歌来平复内心的纷乱,可是那跑调的歌曲已经将我内心的心烦意乱毫无保留地展现了出来:小宁的成绩和我不相上下,如果她看了卷子上的题目,考的比我好怎么办?可是我已经同意她了,总不能不借给她吧?曲子在不知不觉中已经终结,但我的内心依然没有平静。卷子是我的,我也可以不借,可是……可是……我怎么可以欺骗我最好的朋友呢?分享与私藏这两种欲望在我心中交战,如同窗外那已经消逝的光线,交杂着乌云的天空,把我的心绞在了一块。肌肉渐渐僵硬,嗓音渐渐微弱,我的额头上冒出了几点儿冷汗,浸闷了我的身心。
In music class, I tried to calm my inner turmoil by singing, but the off key song had already shown my inner turmoil without reservation: Xiaoning's grades were on par with mine, what if she looked at the questions on the paper and did better than me? But I have already agreed to her, can't I not lend it to her? The song has ended unconsciously, but my heart is still not calm. The test paper is mine, and I can choose not to borrow it, but... but... how could I deceive my best friend? The two desires of sharing and hiding are at war in my heart, like the vanished light outside the window, intertwined with dark clouds in the sky, twisting my heart together. My muscles gradually stiffened, my voice gradually faded, and a few cold sweat broke out on my forehead, soaking my body and mind.
最终,自私的念头占据了上风。第二天,小宁找我借试卷时,我故作遗憾地说:“对不起,我把卷子落在辅导班了。”小宁抿了抿嘴,没有说什么,默默地走了。
In the end, selfish thoughts prevailed. The next day, when Xiaoning asked me to borrow her test paper, I pretended to be regretful and said, "I'm sorry, I left the paper in the tutoring class." Xiaoning pursed her lips, didn't say anything, and silently left.
又过了几天,学校进行了一次年级小测,当我发现卷子上有许多练习卷的题目时,便暗自窃喜。考试过后,我比小宁多了5分,成了第六名。我沉浸在喜悦之中,本以为小宁会因为这次失利而沮丧,没想到她却跑到我面前,向我表示祝贺。
A few days later, the school conducted a grade quiz, and when I found many practice questions on the paper, I secretly rejoiced. After the exam, I scored 5 points more than Xiaoning and became the sixth place. I was immersed in joy, thinking that Xiaoning would be discouraged by this defeat, but unexpectedly she ran up to me and congratulated me.
看着她真诚的笑容,我瞬间感到无比羞愧。我欺骗了最好的朋友,她却依然对我如此宽容和善良。这种滋味让我难以忍受。
Looking at her sincere smile, I instantly felt extremely ashamed. I deceived my best friend, but she is still so tolerant and kind to me. This kind of taste is unbearable for me.
下课后,我终于鼓起勇气向她坦白了事实,还承诺明天一定给她带练习卷。她听了后,却轻松地笑着说:“没事啦,都过去了,我们去上音乐课吧。”听着她的话语,我松了一口气,同时也为自己的行为感到更加羞愧。我明白,真正的友谊不应该建立在欺骗和自私之上。
After class, I finally gathered the courage to confess the truth to her and promised to bring her a practice paper tomorrow. After listening to her, she smiled easily and said, "It's okay, it's all over now. Let's go to music class." Listening to her words, I breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time, I felt even more ashamed of my actions. I understand that true friendship should not be built on deception and selfishness.
微风再次轻轻拂过,又是一个宁静而喧嚣的下午。
The gentle breeze brushed past again, and it was another peaceful and noisy afternoon.