梦想是什么？这个问题我想了很久，虽然我依旧没有想到我满意的答复，但是我喜欢我所拥有的一切，珍惜我所拥有的生活。梦想是万家灯火通明，更是人生中的“醉舞裀歌袂”绚烂而美好，可没有向往的东西就显得云淡风轻了。然而我又问自己心中所向往的是什么，而我却有想说说不出的感受。我想它曾在我的生活中出现过吧，于是记忆翻涌……
What is a dream? I have been thinking about this question for a long time, although I still haven't come up with a satisfactory answer, but I love everything I have and cherish the life I have. Dreams are brightly lit homes, and even more so, they are the dazzling and beautiful "drunken dance and singing together" in life. However, without something to aspire to, they appear light and airy. However, I asked myself what I longed for in my heart, and I had feelings that I couldn't express. I think it has appeared in my life before, so memories surged
曾经，凌云之志，浩然一身，要问我梦想是什么，我总会说出好几个，觉得全世界都是自己的。现在好像没有人这么问我。我问我自己，可它好像虚无飘渺，就像是水墨画上模糊的山，木质信筏上的一滴泪，是徒手抓住空气轻轻放开。那时我总会和我的小伙伴们吹嘘：“别担心，以后哥罩着你们！”现在想想，那时候的懵懂无知变成了我的全世界。可那些儿时的梦想，却是现在的我遥望不可及的。然而那些梦想没有错，错的是我，是我辜负了曾经那个内心充满热血的小男孩，想想那个被骄阳包裹的男孩该是有多么地失望！但是他在我心里告诉我，他不希望自己未来过的落魄，他只是希望自己以后会优秀，有能力保护自己的家人，他不怪我。
Once upon a time, Ling Yunzhi was full of ambition. When asked what my dream was, I would always say several times, feeling that the whole world belonged to me. No one seems to be asking me that now. I asked myself, but it seemed ethereal, like a blurry mountain in ink painting, a tear on a wooden raft, gently released by grasping the air with my bare hands. At that time, I would always boast to my friends, 'Don't worry, my brother will protect you from now on!' Looking back now, the ignorance and naivety at that time have become my whole world. But those childhood dreams are beyond my reach now. However, those dreams were not wrong, it was me who was wrong. It was me who let down the little boy who was once filled with passion in his heart. Think about how disappointed the boy who was wrapped in the scorching sun must have been! But he told me in my heart that he didn't want to live a miserable life in the future. He just hoped that he would be excellent and have the ability to protect his family. He didn't blame me.
或许有了梦想就会有自己的追求，有了梦想才会坚持下去。那我又在坚持什么？我的内心是不是早已伴着尘埃随风而去了？初中时，我总会听到“鸿鹄之志”，而那又是什么？是破茧成蝶？可那是虫的志向。是栖于南冥？可那又是鹏的志向。是飞往南方？但那又是大雁的志向。而我又在这艰苦求学的路上，执着地追求什么？貌似我找到了答案。
Perhaps having a dream will lead to one's own pursuit, and only with a dream can one persist. What am I persisting in? Has my heart already gone with the dust in the wind? In junior high school, I always heard the phrase 'the ambition of a swan', but what was that? Is it breaking through the cocoon to become a butterfly? But that is the ambition of insects. Is it inhabiting the southern underworld? But that's Peng's ambition again. Is it flying to the south? But that is also the ambition of geese. And what am I persistently pursuing on this arduous journey of learning? It seems like I have found the answer.
高二开学前，由于家庭的原因，家里也没有多少钱来支付我们上学的支出。一向疼爱我们的爷爷拿出了他仅存的两万元，看着他那慈祥又温柔的眼神，我满是心疼。而我的父母因为种种原因，他们被岁月抹去了棱角，带去了曾经属于他们的风采，一夜之间他们老了好多。在那个无人问津的夜晚，我想着这17年来他们陪伴我的日子，他们总会倾尽所有给我们最好的，但我想回报他们，我想扛起这个保护了我17年的避风港。或许正是如此，我终于又可以开始我的追美之旅。
Before the start of the second year of high school, due to family reasons, our family did not have much money to pay for our school expenses. My grandfather, who has always loved us, took out his remaining 20000 yuan and looked at his kind and gentle eyes, which made me feel heartbroken. And my parents, for various reasons, have been erased by time, bringing with them the charm that once belonged to them. Overnight, they have grown much older. On that deserted night, I thought about the 17 years they had accompanied me. They would always give us the best, but I wanted to repay them. I wanted to shoulder this safe haven that had protected me for 17 years. Perhaps that's why I can finally start my journey of pursuing beauty again.
曾经年少无知的我，现在也已经到了玩不起的年纪。看着父母一天天与时间抗争，而我学业、生活没有一样满意，但不能因此就失去对生活的希望。给自己一点时间，慢慢努力，慢慢等待，慢慢变好！付出了就会有希望，我们不能决定事情的结果，但却可以决定做事的过程。
I, who used to be young and ignorant, have now reached an age where I cannot afford to play. Watching my parents struggle against time day by day, while I am not satisfied with my studies and life, I cannot lose hope for life because of this. Give yourself some time, work hard slowly, wait slowly, and get better slowly! If we give, there will be hope. We cannot determine the outcome of things, but we can determine the process of doing things.
现在我有了答案，我的梦想是一种生活的状态，一种精神的状态，一种能让自己获得内心安宁的正确行动。当我埋没在书海里，我内心是会获得永久的宁静，便不会再为自己的一事无成感到自责，便会感到在这茫茫的世界中会存在自己的一席之地。
Now I have the answer. My dream is a state of life, a state of mind, and a correct action that can bring inner peace to myself. When I am buried in the sea of books, my heart will find eternal peace, and I will no longer feel self blame for my achievements. I will feel that there is a place for myself in this vast world.