静,这世间静得可怕,只有医用仪器与老人共眠。
Quiet, this world is terrifyingly quiet, only medical instruments sleep with the elderly.
吵,这世间也吵得可怕,亲人的争执却显着苍白。
Noisy, the world is also noisy terrifyingly, but the disputes among family members are noticeably pale.
监护室里面,有那么一张床,四周仪器齐全,各种数据不断在变动着,它们正陪伴着一位老者。这里灯光苍白,老人面容平静;这里很静,静到能听见仪器在滴滴作响,明明是盛夏,但这里还是让人顿感凄凉。
In the intensive care unit, there is a bed with complete instruments around it, and various data are constantly changing. They are accompanying an elderly person. The lights here are pale, and the old man's face is calm; It's very quiet here, so quiet that you can hear instruments beeping. Even though it's summer, it still feels desolate here.
躺在病床的老者是我姥爷的弟弟。之前的他还有说有笑地为自己满六十而乐,但日渐消瘦的模样还是引起了家人的注意,他去了当地医院检查,说病情不乐观,医生推荐去上海医院检查,叔姥爷也没注意到医生脸上的同情和无奈。他就那样有说有笑地去了上海,检查结果出来了——胰腺癌。往日的笑容在叔姥爷脸上已经消散,忧愁的乌云挥之不散。来自作文吧 zUOwENbA.net
The old man lying in the hospital bed is my grandfather's younger brother. Previously, he was happy to be over sixty with a smile, but his increasingly emaciated appearance still caught the attention of his family. He went to the local hospital for examination and was told that his condition was not optimistic. The doctor recommended going to a hospital in Shanghai for examination, but his uncle did not notice the sympathy and helplessness on the doctor's face. He went to Shanghai just like that, talking and laughing, and the examination result came out - pancreatic cancer. The smile of the past has dissipated on Uncle Grandpa's face, and the dark clouds of sorrow will not dissipate.
亲人们得知后都在谈论治,还是不治。想想叔姥爷年轻那会,大鱼大肉没少吃,还常常酗酒,所存所剩无几。这下得了重病,知道叔姥爷没钱的亲人们便一致认为不治了,及时享乐吧。面对亲人的冷漠,我姥爷一咬牙,他们不治,我这当哥的还能不管?!就这样,叔姥爷才有了进手术室的机会。
After learning about it, the relatives were all discussing whether to treat it or not. Thinking back to when my uncle was young, he didn't eat too much meat and fish, and often drank excessively, leaving very little behind. Now that my uncle is seriously ill, all the relatives who know he doesn't have enough money unanimously believe that he is dead and should enjoy himself in a timely manner. Faced with the indifference of his relatives, my grandfather gritted his teeth and they passed away. As a brother, can I still ignore them?! That's how Uncle had the opportunity to enter the operating room.
临上手术台,姥爷还在对叔姥爷说:“你小子敢走,我就偷吃你贡品!”叔姥爷强笑着,弱弱地回了句:“都是一起长大的兄弟,就不能让当弟的先去探探路?”姥爷沉默了,呆望着叔姥爷被推进手术室。那一刻,命运的齿轮开始了转动。
Standing on the operating table, Grandpa was still saying to Uncle Grandpa, "If you dare to leave, I will steal your tribute!" Uncle Grandpa forced a smile and weakly replied, "We are all brothers who grew up together, so we cannot let younger brothers explore first." Grandpa fell silent and watched as Uncle Grandpa was pushed into the operating room. At that moment, the gears of fate began to turn.
我姥爷默默地坐在这头,叔姥爷静静地躺在那头。明明只隔一扇门,却……哎!手术结束了,似乎时间并不长,难道……主刀医生走出来,望着我姥爷,颤抖着说患者在摘除胰腺时发生了脑出血,手术算是失败。姥爷呆呆地望着医生,又望望了手术台上的叔姥爷,泪,顺着眼角滚落了下来,但他还是笑着说:“这小子靠不住,有事他真走啊。”接着姥爷苦笑了几声。
My grandfather sat silently at this end, while my uncle lay quietly at that end. Although it's only separated by one door,... hey! The surgery is over, and it doesn't seem to have been long. Could it be... The chief surgeon walked out and looked at my grandfather, trembling as he said that the patient had suffered a cerebral hemorrhage while removing the pancreas, and the surgery was considered a failure. Grandfather stared blankly at the doctor and then at his uncle on the operating table. Tears rolled down his eyes, but he still smiled and said, "This kid can't be trusted. If there's anything, he'll really leave." Then Grandfather gave a bitter smile.
叔姥爷走后,姥爷身边就多了一张叔姥爷照片。每次喝酒,姥爷都会给叔姥爷满上一杯,然后自语:“你当弟的走了,哥忘不了你啊。到时候你可得等我,你的贡品我还吃呢!看我下去不打你!”闻听的人无不心酸,落泪,姥爷更是泣不成声。
After Uncle Grandpa left, there was an extra photo of Uncle Grandpa beside him. Every time he drinks, Grandpa would fill his uncle's cup and say to himself, 'If you leave as a younger brother, I won't forget you. You have to wait for me, I'll still eat your tribute! Let me go down and not hit you!' Those who heard it all felt heartbroken and shed tears, and Grandpa was even more sobbing.
这就是姥爷与叔姥爷之间的故事,姥爷一遍又一遍地将这个故事讲给我听。姥爷与叔姥爷的情感,跨越了时间,也跨越了生死,虽跨越了离别,但却抹不淡跨过的脚步。
This is the story between grandpa and uncle grandpa, grandpa tells me this story over and over again. The emotions between grandfather and uncle have crossed time and life and death. Although they have crossed separation, they cannot erase the steps they have taken.
这沉静的世间,又吵了起来,似乎一如往常。
The quiet world started to argue again, as if it were normal.
那争执的亲人,也静了下来,似乎在思考着。
The family member who was arguing also quieted down, seeming to be thinking.
这种跨越生死的情感,你不懂,我也不懂,就只有他懂……
This kind of emotion that transcends life and death, you don't understand, I don't understand either, only he understands