皎洁月光下，依稀记得儿时我依偎在你身边，和你一同赏月，那时的亲昵对于现在的我们来说已经是一种奢侈了吧？又一年的中秋节，我们的距离仿佛又相隔好远，好远……
Under the bright moonlight, I vaguely remember when I was a child, leaning next to you and admiring the moon with you. The intimacy at that time was already a luxury for us now, right? Another year's Mid-Autumn Festival, it seems that we are far away from each other… …
又一年中秋节，月亮格外的圆，姨奶连夜从深圳回到家乡为共度中秋佳节，月光洋洋洒洒的滑落了下来，一切又都变得明亮了许多，妈妈的目光却变得茫然了许多，她与家人一同讨论我的就业问题，我在一旁沉默不语，思绪早已飘到遥远的那个地方……
Another year on the Mid-Autumn Festival, the moon was extremely round. My aunt returned home from Shenzhen overnight to spend the Mid Autumn Festival together. The moonlight fell down, and everything became much brighter. My mother's eyes became much dazed. She discussed my employment with her family. I was silent, and my thoughts had already drifted to the remote place… …
房间里山茶花开了，香气四溢，沁人心脾。原以为又都恢复了平静，可不曾想到，她将我叫到了院子里对我说道：“姑娘，我和你姨奶商量好了，以后要你学会计，正好你姨奶在收徒弟，你就和姨奶一起学，以后这门专业还吃香。”我怔住了，倏忽间缓过神来，对着她的关心，突然不知该怎么表达我的想法，就像是千层絮，一层又一层，纠葛不清。
The camellias in the room bloomed, emitting a fragrant and refreshing aroma. I thought everything had returned to calm, but I never expected that she would call me to the yard and say to me, '; Miss, I have discussed with your aunt and sister-in-law that we need you to study accounting in the future. Coincidentally, your aunt and sister-in-law are taking on apprentices, so you can study together with her. This major will still be popular in the future. ” I was stunned, but suddenly regained my senses. Faced with her concern, I didn't know how to express my thoughts, like a thousand layers of fluff, entangled layer after layer.
我想了想说道：“妈妈，我不太喜欢学会计，而且我以后也不会学会计，我有喜欢的专业，我想好以后学什么了。”她的脸瞬间变得铁青，脸部微微发颤，对我吼道：“你就瞅瞅你喜欢的专业以后能找到工作吗？现在竞争压力这么大，找一份工作多难，你想学的专业以后要是连工作都找不到，那你不就白学了吗？”她缓和了几秒钟，语气略带有一些商量的意味：“怎么说会计以后都是个铁饭碗，现在企业公司这么多，总会需要有个会计来算算支出和收入吧？你说以后要是找不到工作，功不成低不就，那不就完了吗？”
I thought for a moment and said, '; Mom, I don't really like studying accounting, and I won't study accounting in the future. I have a favorite major and I have decided what to study in the future. ” Her face instantly turned ashen, trembling slightly, and she shouted at me, '; Can you just take a look at your favorite major and find a job in the future? The competition pressure is so high now, it's difficult to find a job. If you can't even find a job in the major you want to study in the future, won't you just learn for nothing? ” She softened for a few seconds, her tone tinged with a hint of discussion:; How can we say that accounting will always be a secure job in the future? With so many companies now, there will always be a need for an accountant to calculate expenses and income, right? If you can't find a job in the future and your achievements are low, won't that be the end? ”
我讨厌她的个人主义，总是喜欢安排我的未来，我说道：“我不要什么铁饭碗，铁饭碗又不能当饭吃，我不可能就守着一份专业，我不可能学会计，你喜欢学你学吧！”
I hate her individualism and always like to arrange my future, "I said; I don't want an iron rice bowl, and an iron rice bowl can't be used as a meal. I can't just stick to one major, I can't study accounting. If you like to learn, you can learn! ”
我头也不回的走向房间，可我的心却咯噔咯噔的跳个没完，我有些后悔但又有些坚定，我生怕话语很敷衍她会继续强烈要求我学会计，更怕话语太过强硬伤透她的心。月光透着漫无边际的凄冷，延续至辽阔无边的大地，似乎一切都在那一瞬定格了。
I walked towards the room without looking back, but my heart skipped a beat. I felt a bit regretful but also a bit determined. I was afraid that if my words were too perfunctory, she would continue to strongly demand that I study accounting, and I was even more afraid that my words would be too strong and hurt her heart. The moonlight shines through the boundless desolation, extending to the vast and boundless earth, as if everything froze in that moment.
坐在桌子面前的我，是彷徨的，是胆怯的，又略带有些无奈的，我低着头，生怕再看到她的面孔，以免太过尴尬，我赶忙把摆在我面前的夜宵往嘴里塞，只想快点离开那个充满尴尬的地方。
Sitting in front of the table, I was lost, timid, and somewhat helpless. I lowered my head, afraid of seeing her face again, so as not to be too embarrassed. I quickly stuffed the midnight snack in front of me into my mouth, just wanting to leave that awkward place as soon as possible.
可倏忽间，我想起了儿时我们的无话不说，我们彼此之间的亲昵，长大后我们好似好久都没有在一起聊过天，说过话了，更好久没有和她说过有关我的未来计划。不知为何，想到这里我的泪水涌了出来，流过脸颊，流过心间……
But suddenly, I remembered our childhood when we talked about everything, our intimacy with each other. As we grew up, it seemed like we hadn't talked or spoken to each other for a long time, and even longer, we hadn't talked to her about my future plans. I don't know why, but tears welled up at the thought, flowing down my cheeks and in my heart; …
我不明白是时间的推移我成长的缘故，还是我正值叛逆期，我总觉得我们之间的距离相隔千山万水，有着不可逾越的鸿沟。在某些时候，我总觉得我是一只被牢牢捉紧的风筝，外面的世界好大好美，我好想挣脱那条线，去寻找真正的自己，可那条线却迟迟不松，越挣扎便被束缚的越紧。
I don't understand if it's due to the passage of time that I grew up, or if I'm in a rebellious period. I always feel that the distance between us is vast and insurmountable. At times, I feel like I'm a tightly held kite. The outside world is so big and beautiful, and I really want to break free from that thread to find my true self. However, that thread is still tight, and the more I struggle, the tighter it becomes.
又一个中秋了，我已经长大了，我有自己的想法，有自己的规划，我不要被掌控的生活，我不喜欢被别人束缚着！我不甘于成为你们梦想的继承者！我不明白，我们之间的鸿沟真的不可逾越吗？
It's another Mid Autumn Festival, I've grown up. I have my own ideas and plans. I don't want a life that's controlled, and I don't like being constrained by others! I am not willing to be the inheritor of your dreams! I don't understand, is the gap between us really insurmountable?
恍惚之间，眼睛因泪雾越发清晰，我微微抬起头，见你眼里竟也含着泪，也许是你也忆起了曾经我们之间的亲昵了吧？……
In a daze, my eyes became clearer due to the mist of tears. I lifted my head slightly and saw tears in your eyes. Perhaps you also remembered the intimacy between us in the past? … …