怎么会是一堵墙呢？一堵连绿植也没有一株的光秃秃的墙呢？他不敢置信地又往窗外努力探了探，不顾身上未愈合的伤口的崩裂带来的痛感。公园呢？那一泓清澈的湖水呢？沿途种植的鲜花呢？网球场呢？什么都没有，连人和动物的半丝影子也看不到。他揉了好几下眼睛，又愣愣地看了许久，才绝望地得出一个结论——窗外除了墙，什么都没有。他跌入纯白柔软的被单中，双眼毫无焦距，空洞洞地盯着毫无装饰的天花板。鼻畔是无法除去的，独属于医院的消毒水味道。
How could it be a wall? What about a bare wall without even a single green plant? He couldn't believe it and tried to peek out the window again, ignoring the pain caused by the cracking of the unhealed wounds on his body. What about the park? What about the clear lake water? Where are the flowers planted along the way? Where is the tennis court? There's nothing, not even a trace of humans or animals can be seen. He rubbed his eyes several times and stared blankly for a long time before reaching a desperate conclusion -; — There is nothing outside the window except for the wall. He fell into the pure white soft sheet, his eyes unfocused and staring blankly at the unadorned ceiling. The smell of hospital disinfectant is unique and cannot be removed from the nose.[ www.zUOwEnBa.NeT ]
他是在骗我……窗外明明那么单调……他费尽心思，给我们两个，尤其是我，一个活下去的理由，一个消遣的办法，而我做了什么……我眼睁睁地看着他停止呼吸却毫无动作……只是为了那莫须有的景色，为了那单调无聊的墙……他突然笑了起来，不顾疼痛，第一次放声大笑，声嘶力竭地大笑，泪水不断涌出，很快淌满了脸颊，但他却丝毫没有去擦的意思。视线很快模糊，在朦胧中，他却似乎又看到了那位朝夕相伴的病友，他好像从未离开过一样，笑着站在他面前，轻轻对他说：“来，和我来这里……”
He's lying to me… … The window is clearly so monotonous; … He went to great lengths to give us both, especially me, a reason to live, a way to relax, and what I did; … I watched helplessly as he stopped breathing but remained motionless; … Just for that unnecessary scenery, for that monotonous and boring wall… … He suddenly burst out laughing, ignoring the pain, for the first time. He laughed at the top of his lungs, tears streaming down his cheeks, but he had no intention of wiping them off. His vision quickly blurred, but in the haze, he seemed to see the patient he had been with day and night again. He seemed to have never left before, standing in front of him with a smile and gently saying to him:; Come with me here… … ”
他猝不及防地开始咳嗽起来，就像那位病友死前那样，甚至更为严重。闷沉的咳嗽声充斥着整个不大的房间。他没有去寻找电铃，就放任自己那样咳嗽着。不久，雪白的被单上就晕染上一团一团触目惊心的红……第二天，一位来送漱洗水的护士来到了这个空荡荡的房间，看见那位仅剩的病人横卧在床上一动不动，盖着的雪白被单上染着一大块一大块的红色。她忙过去探了探他的脉搏——脉搏停止，他已经死去多时了……
He suddenly started coughing uncontrollably, just like his friend before he died, even more severely. The muffled cough filled the entire small room. He didn't look for the electric bell, so he let himself cough like that. Before long, the snow-white sheets were dyed with shocking clusters of red; … The next day, a nurse who came to deliver rinse water arrived at the empty room and saw the only remaining patient lying motionless on the bed, with large patches of red stained on the snow-white sheets. She hurriedly went over to check his pulse; — His pulse has stopped, he has been dead for a long time… …